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anticipation

by FAME CULT

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1.
ne- ver been in such pain in my life al- ways will still my heart this hurt my life maybe think we should talk about it ne- ver yearned to re-strain my ache my life so don’t you call write or talk about it left to loss left to wonder what went wrong al- ways all ways it’s gone no hope my life carry on like there’s nothing to it pushing through it overcome crying out begging pleading reaching ne- ver will be the same time the same thing lost in my head but is it gone can we talk about it can’t just sit my mind stuck here with it I’m going crazy oh my no, why don’t come hold my hands hold my head stop my mind what she said what she cold she given to me b’lieve what she said run through my head back and forth one thousand times again I’m arguing morning shower two years, two years, two years, two years, two years, two years, and counting - heart, mind, soul, dig-ni-ty - how she, could she, go - and betray me - - I’m lost I’m crazy you think that whatcha feel whatcha did don’t mean what no maybe it’s o-ver - my hopes my fears my dear to me how much clearer could it be-e
2.
I wake up mind slee-ping but heart fee-ling something so wrong inside I wake up and before my a-larm goes off before the sun has come I feel that stricken drowning heartbreak surround me can’t get to sleep my mind keep going - but I dream and when I dream my heartbreak keep showing - and I feel, such and all I feel I can’t seeds these keep sowing - would you dream of me I can’t imagine the day I what you break our when it’s ov-er why you don’t feel where I’m lost here how this could be how it’s working how I’m doing - don’t you, would you - won’t you, could you - leaving, should you - wondering, suffering - lingering, figuring - sheltering, rejecting - nurturing, accepting - expecting
3.
always in my head always on my mind hanging on my heart taking up my sweet time and onto my hands y’clouding my eyes the words that I speak swept away in your lies so what’s with that taste you gone your own way but after two years why you done and betrayed to fail my trust you to fear and lust you oh darling must you just what hap-pened ch: cryin’ shame v: is it what you wanted ch: who’s to blame v: while I was waiting, wanting ch: push’d a-way v: o could there be a ch: ‘nother way v: the air conditionin’ ch: lie you must v: would y’ could y’ ch: break our trust v: should y’ good y’ ch: left to dust v: tryin’ cryin’ ch: never more v: just you ch: never ‘gain v: must you ch: take these words let ‘em go let me real-ize - throw a-way ev’rything we, - sown through together wilted and around and around and around and around you go away from here and your ups and your downs and I feel you hurt you want you need you, like never before feel you hurt you want you an’ the lessons y’ teach me doesn’t lessen the feeling the connection the feel you hurt you want you I’m hurting inside ‘way from your eyes never know why feel you hurt you want you
4.
i know i know i know it’s been a long time coming from our love our love our love done taking so long give me time let me see feel what’s left here for me accept it in time understandably forgive I see guess I figured it guess I’ll miss it apprec’ ate it absent-ly - didn’t mean to - didn’t want to - didn’t try to - but could y’ be - trust you knew it - loved you through it - knew you’d do it - but life goes on deep down in side I’trust in you - you know it’s true, now an’ I know why you did what you had to do-o-o that cha left me for the man that cha left for me I hold my tongue, I hold my tongue breathe deeply, breathe with me just hold your tongue I hold my tongue, I hold my tongue so sweetly there’s nothing wrong, just hold your tongue tell me something/must be dreaming - tell me something - show me something - some compassion - tell me something - show me something - some compassion - tell me something - what just happened - Sunday night, feeling’s right - Sunday night, sleeping tight
5.
taking my time let go of disgust build back the tru-ust I never had no I never will, no I’d never say, no suggestion otherwise about your way series of obligations queries and accusations for once in my life I try to take a stand stand by your side, and after you’ve run away theories and speculations juries and tribulations for once in my head I try to understand quiet my mind, and after you’ve run away learning in time let go of what was build back the lu-ust I’ve missed so long what you’d want from me, what I’ve had to share this life ahead of me and without you there whimsy and adoration graciously and gratification the rest of my life I know I’ll find my way I’ve got the time, and after you’ve run away
6.
let me go let me go let me go I tell myself my mind the sky let it in let it out, another sigh and smile, so this is the time in your life you’ll always remember for what you’ve done so right so true t'maintain to keep your head up so you’ll know kept up when you’re feeling down again this falling down is so you can get back up celebrate skinned knees and heart’s layer peeled back up like an onion makes you cry gives life flavor so celebrate this loss this life anticipation of the next series joys in between I trust what you choose and what you can change what you lose in order to gain ------------------------------------------------------------- it's only what a day brings swoon you love it so much of it sigh you need it, you feed it, breathe it the greatest gift you ever gave was the day you saved/you broke my heart

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an album about breaking up

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released December 23, 2017

alina cutrono, v;
taylor dexter, b;
blake straus, g;
mike richardson, p;
theo karon, m

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